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Monday, August 6th, 2012

Subject:I check this less and less and less
Time:7:56 pm.
Hi there... just seeing who is still on here
and if anyone misses me
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2011

Time:10:25 am.
I am thinking of Leaving California again.
The more I think about it I either want to be back in Seattle or closer to my family in texas
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2011

Subject:east coast
Time:11:24 am.
I am in Va right now.. its chilly but i seem to have missed all the snow.
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2011

Subject:update
Time:10:56 am.
I am trying to get back into shape and be a better healthier me.

My sister is getting married in the end of Feb, this is a pretty awesome event.
I will be in the wedding, in a tux.. looking dapper.
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Monday, November 29th, 2010

Subject:seattle
Time:3:57 pm.
I think I want to move back to seattle, my trip was so good.
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Tuesday, November 16th, 2010

Subject:Seattle
Time:10:41 am.
I have already booked my flight to be in Seattle over the Thanksgiving week.. Cant wait
Maybe I will just stay there
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Friday, November 5th, 2010

Subject:seattle
Time:9:14 am.
I think I am going to go to seattle for Thanksgiving
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2010

Subject:i am normally guraded
Time:2:28 pm.
Sure I date women and try to find someone to make me happy, but I also know i keep my defenses up. Everytime i let someone in they have crushed me. Once again I let someone in, sooner than i normally would have and I have been crushed. She was the one who kept telling me how she loved our time together and how she wanted to wake up in my arms every morning. She made me happy encouraged me to get back into some of my more artistic energies. Then out of the blue, "You are a wonderful man, you deserve someone to make you as happy as you make them, that person is not me."

Thanks for the pain!
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Monday, September 27th, 2010

Subject:Corey the zombie loving teacher
Time:5:12 am.
I went out with Corey before I left to go to the Albany opening. We had some really good dates, she says she will miss me and cant wait til I get back... we will see. Work seems to always get in the way of relationships for me. I think she is awesome, but lets see how the two weeks pan out. But just to highlight how it has gone so far. Friday- 5 hour long date with dinner and drinks and nice kisses on the first date, Sunday - took her to the ren fare, we both kissed each other as soon as we say each other. (yes there is some chemistry!!!) thursday- dinner and drinks again, tell her I have to leave for a two week assignment. Friday - she takes me with her to a work related party so she can spend more time with me before I leave. Sat - she comes to my hood and we go out on Svetlana, the other lady in my life that makes me smile uncontrollably. We go all around town up in the hills, have a nice lunch, a walk out on the pier, and then I drive her back to the city so she can work. I wish I was not away this week.
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Saturday, September 4th, 2010

Subject:I am a whoreI relize that this year ha
Time:10:40 am.
s been one big cluster fuck of fuck
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Saturday, August 7th, 2010

Time:5:28 pm.

My friend June showed back up in my life, strung out on meth and about to go to rehab, so I made her sleep on my couch til her family could cone get her.

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Time:5:28 pm.

My friend June showed back up in my life, strung out on meth and about to go to rehab, so I made her sleep on my couch til her family could cone get her.

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Thursday, August 5th, 2010

Subject:yup
Time:3:52 pm.
Texas was hot!!!
The bay area is nice and cool.
I get to go to upstate new york in the middle of Sept.
Before thats its going to be Reno and maybe Omaha, or Omaha after NY.. who knows.
I have been sticking to my diet plan, have been riding my bike and exercising a lot. Maybe I can do one of those events where people run in a group or something.
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Friday, July 9th, 2010

Time:5:48 pm.

I am seeing if thus will help me or not

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Subject:i forgot this was here.. why did i forget
Time:2:59 pm.
I forgot all about this.. maybe I should update so everyone knows what the hell is going on
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Friday, April 17th, 2009

Subject:hi there
Time:12:41 pm.
I am alive and kickin
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Saturday, February 28th, 2009

Subject:weighted
Time:5:38 pm.
So people I know have started noticing I am loosing weight..great I think I am getting down to where I want to be then I realize i have lost almost 30 lbs in a moths and a half due to stress and heartbreak. If i eat i feel ill, when I dont I feel sad its been a vicious cycle. I got to go back to all my nice smaller sized jeans and make a new hole in my belt. But I owe all this to bad times. We got a payroll reduction this week, my friend who was going to moved in back out so now i cannot afford rent at this place and have to find a new one. I still think of the ex daily though I know she has moved on and does not give a rats ass about me. So life in a nut shelf is confining and just want to break the shell. I know things get better I am no fool. But just give me a little light here powers that be!!!
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Monday, February 16th, 2009

Subject:new things
Time:7:05 pm.
So for those of you who sometimes like to know what is going on in my world..here it goes.
I have not been dealing with the break up of Deborah very well. Alot of old feelings from my first wife resurfaced, i have been a drinking machine and not sleeping for days one end. I have made an ass of myself become a borderline stalker and real pest at times. I saw her with her new man and lost it and yelled at her.
I am currently in TX looking at a store that I may get to own as my own and finally be a pizza shop owner.
So needless to say with everything going on not sleeping and just running around i have not been the best of mental health. BUt I feel things are getting better.
The pizza shop in the woodlandshas some great potential and could be a great move for me if everyone agrees on certain parts of the contracts...so next week we will decided if I become a Texan again or stay in the BAY...so I will try to keep people better posted...
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2009

Subject:this weekend
Time:2:14 pm.
For those that dont know but should!!!

I will be in Austin Fri-Mon

My freakin super cool sister will be there. I know one night I want to meet at a pub(sat).. just dont know where yet..mark should know where I am!!!
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Subject:update
Time:2:11 pm.
The bitch broke my heart and took my xbox...this sux
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